City silly.

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 15:41:50 GMT

Throw me a party, bake me a cake, let's dance all night. We've no time to waste. I always feel like I need to be the center of attention and I think a lot of people find that off-putting, with good reason. Its a really annoying personal trait. I try not to do it, but then when I drink too much, I stumble right back in.
I pick out a cute outfit, meet up with my friends, think trivial thoughts and say trivial things and don't mind that I'm not always in the spotlight. Then six or seven beers later I'm either pouting in the corner or laughing obnoxiously loud (at myself), because someone is giving me the time of day. I know the natural thing to do would be to quit drinking until I'm mature enough not to act that way, but who knows if that day will ever come? And why waste time waiting for it...? Haha. I'm in deep trouble.

Can't fight.

City silly.